tidal wave grief.

grief. it ebbs. and it flows.

after several months of ebbing.....it now flows.

oh, how i miss you, my sweet daughter.

for days, it's been building. like water against a dam.

and then one tiny picture. of a momma and her girl i see, strangers to me and the dam breaks.....but what breaks my heart is being jealous of strangers. seeing what i cannot have.

i will take this to my Lord, He will make it anew and good. He always does. i bring Him my tears and He turns them to treasure somehow. no pain is wasted...i know He will always be healing this broken heart. until Kingdom come.

until then. it will ebb and flow. tonight, the pain escapes and floods my heart, i miss you sydney girl....