Sunday, March 30, 2008

hell on earth.....

please reach out to this hurting young woman, pray for her and encourage her...i have no words but many hard questions for God as to why she is going through her own on hell on earth like this or why this would also happen so eerily the same to another young woman a year ago...all i know is that her pain, intense hell and darkness is real and enveloping right now. no matter how strong your faith, this kind of thing turns your world upside down, your life is one way one day and all gone and changed in the next minute, completely unrecognizable and foreign, like wearing someone else's skin...i beg of you to bathe in her in prayer and speak words of peace and comfort for her, no matter what country or state you live in-she needs God's arms around her through His people because she cannot feel them right now nor does she want to...i remember being there four months ago myself, with my middle finger up in the air, screaming and on my knees with such anger and rage....our circumstances are so different but the hell and the anger at Him and the questioning of His nature and love for me is painfully familiar as i read her words....i recognize her hurting voice, her pain is so palpable and real...reach out to her or simply just lift up her and her family in prayer please, please. be His hands and feet right now for one of His children who can't even stand. bless you for doing so.

1 comment:

AW said...

i remember being there four months ago myself, with my middle finger up in the air, screaming and on my knees with such anger and rage...

I get this. I so get this. I know He is my Savior. I know He is Sovereign. I know I owe it ALL to Him. And yet that does not damper this anger...like I feel it should.

Maybe not the same circumstances, but the emotions...I just get it.