Huggies had no idea that we lost our baby. But still, I found myself cursing them madly when we returned from Texas this weekend and went through our mail...only to find, gracious Huggies had sent us a sample of their latest newborn diaper. So tiny, so little...I had forgetten how small newborn diapers were. But here, I opened it and took it out and looked at Ian and screamed through my tears..."Really? Why? What the hell? Right now? Not 3 months ago but right now, I need to get this?" Soon after going through more mail, we received a Gerber Insurance plan pamphlet for our newborn and a damn bill from an ultrasound back in freakin' July...a bill for a baby that doesn't exist anymore? Seriously, I want to send them her picture instead of a check. Can I have some more salt, please?
Sorry, having a bad day.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
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There isn't a less deserving author to tell this story. The core of you....your kind and loving heart that has always been evident....will remain through your sad days and your angry days. Now, we've been shown in a most unimaginable way that you also have a strong and courageous heart. Be proud of the bravery that gets you through one day at a time. I love your family. Kathy G.
Oh Lyss...my heart is with you and I wish I was closer to you so I could give you the biggest hug ever. Keep letting your feelings out...good and bad and I'll keep reading your writings and praying for you constantly. I love you!!!
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