trade ya....

i can honestly say, with all assurance...that tonight, on the eve of her due date, i would gladly trade my "comfort and pain-free" moment at home right now, to be in teeth grinding, hand squeezing, painful cussing and body testing pain-limits-labor with our sweet girl....i would endure it all just to see her look back at me, her eyes open, chest falling up and down with each new breath, warmth of skin on mine, wiggly toes...just to hear her cry, her voice, her sound.....i wish i could feel that intense pain right now instead of the pain i sit with in it's place...